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May. 4th, 2009

SuYin, love

Music (part three)

Two years later, a car pulled over to a stop in front of the house where Chang Min was. A pair of feet skittered and pulled a door opened. A man in his midst forties, stepped out magnificently, carried an aura of authority. His instructor came out quickly to greet this man and Chang Min followed suit. For a while, this man of authority placed his eyes on Chang Min and a flicker of satisfaction was portrayed on his eyes. Then and there, Chang Min knew that he was about to be pulled away from his surrounding again.

The instructor invited that man inside and ordered Chang Min to continue his training. A few hours later, the two of them came out. The instructor, suddenly called upon Chang Min. That man snapped his fingers and suddenly, his bodyguards came to his side.

“Fight that boy and don’t give him any slack,” he barked.

Soon, a circle of five surrounded Chang Min. Instantly; Chang Min placed himself in a defense mode. He lifted his hands, guarding his abdomen and if there was a need, his head. A man came forward and tried to punch Chang Min. He managed to duck and then, jabbed that man’s abdomen swiftly with a punch. The man jumped back, and crouched slightly out of pain.

A cold sweat started to break. Chang Min knew that they were professional and the number of them didn’t help to lighten the situation. Being at such a big disadvantage, he knew he would be very lucky to survive. He decided to use agile, since he was smaller in size. He had a few chance to knock them down and he must success before his stamina ran out.

He started aiming for their carotid arteries and their groins. Some felt for his tricks but the same trick didn’t work twice. Soon, they learnt not to underestimate Chang Min. After knocking down two, the other three ganged up on Chang Min. One held him and another pulverized him. To free himself, he head butted on his capturer. He felt back and Chang Min swiftly knocked him out. His attacker started sparring with him. Chang Min’s vision started to play trick on him. Nevertheless, he knocked his attacker down and brought himself down too.

Unable to move anymore, he passed out with one more left. Technically, he had failed. The last view he had was his instructor who didn’t even glanced at him.

And how the sky was blue.







Once again, he opened his eyes. White ceiling stared back at him. He looked at his bed and realized that it was a hospital bed. An IV drip was next to him and dripped steadily, ignoring Chang Min.

He stared motionless at the wall until a voice talked to him.

“You had been knocked out for three days,” he informed.

A man in white coat stated. He must have been a doctor. Chang Min looked at his bruise and tried to pat it. His chest restricted him suddenly at his movement. Chang Min collapsed back onto his bed in pain.

“I won’t move if I am you. You had just been walloped by five men,” he said emotionless again.

“Where am I?” Chang Min asked, trying to remain as calm as he could.

“An underground clinic,” the man laughed dryly.

“I see,” Chang Min answered.

Unable to put up with his own patient, that doctor left the room. Chang Min suddenly wished that he was back into training, because then at least, he can choose to ignore his condition. He knew that he had been whisked off again. This time, he knew that he won’t be able to see his instructor anymore. That man had fulfilled his part in his life.

He will never see him again.

And he didn’t say goodbye at all.

As he was lying down, a tear escaped. 
 
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May. 2nd, 2009

SuYin, love

Music (part two)

AN : I am not sure whether they will be anyone reading this, but if there is someone .... well, this isnt an easy story to stomach. There will be a lot of scene that well, was impactful and well true to life. Proceed with caution.





 She smiled at him as if nothing can harm their little world. She held tight to him when they sneaked out in the middle of the night to watch horror movies as if horror movies were catastrophe for them then. It was. Both of them were too afraid to come back up to their bedroom and hugged one another to sleep on the couch in the living room.

Everywhere she went, he will be there, one step behind her.

Everyone could notice it and news even came to Mr. Jang’s ears. The seldom visit to his mansion brought the view of the two of them sleeping on the couch to him. He realized that he had to do something.

The very next day, Chang Min had to pack a small bag of suit and left the mansion.





“Hey, wake up little kid!” someone roughly shook Chang Min up. 

Chang Min rubbed his eyes and then, focused properly on the image in front of him. A man with mustache was right in front of him. He got up quickly and dragged himself apart from the bed. That man smiled in front of him. 

“Good. Now, we will begin our training. Change into something you can run in,” that man ordered.

Chang Min decided not to lose a second and appeared outside in his track pants. The man started teaching him the basic of self defense. Everytime, Chang Min felt like fainting, the man will kick him in his legs. Pains jolted in his legs and brought him back into focus again. 

“Remember, we can’t lose our attention, no matter what the situation we are in. Lose that and prepare to lose your life,” he barked.

Once again, this time, Chang Min was kicked in his stomach. The instructor was right. Even in the small brain of ten, Chang Min had already knew that Mr. Jang was not someone so simple. Chang Min started punching imaginary enemies and had gotten a slight nod of approval from his instructor. 

“Come kid, eat up,” he barked an order and Chang Min skittered to his side. 

Gobbling down the food, the instructor pushed a glass of water towards his pupil. It was a sign of affections and he had never will allow himself to portray. Chang Min just grabbed it and drunk it up. Months passed in such a manner. Chang Min had gotten fitter and sometimes, the two of them fought with one another. Their fight always ended with either one of them gotten bloody. In the beginning, it was always Chang Min and he will be pushing himself more the next time. Then, very soon, the both of them will be on equal footing.

And that was when two years had passed.
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Apr. 18th, 2009

SuYin, love

Music (one)

Music
Music score.

The car was bragging its arrival. It stopped in front of a mansion and then, a man in his thirties stepped out of the car. Another door was opened by bodyguard and he was carrying a small little boy who was at the tender age of five. He laid asleep on the shoulder of the bodyguard and was being absolutely oblivious to his surrounding.

The man walked to the mansion and demanded for an entry. Very soon, the automatic door opened, greeting its owner. Both the men walked in.

A lady in her sleeping robe was there, looking a bit out of space. She, for a minute looked blindly at the small kid. Gracefully, she released the burden of the small boy from the bodyguard. The bodyguard eased down a bit. It seemed a bit irony as he himself was never as tensed as he was holding the child compared with facing with dangers. 

“This kid, is Shim Chang Min,” that man in thirties said.

“What happened to his parents? “she questioned.

The man was reluctant to tell, and she didn’t press for any answer anymore. 

“So, what are you going to do?” she asked.

“Can you please raise him up with Ri In?” he suggested.

She just nodded. The bodyguard then whispered into his ears, urging him to leave. The man once again looked reluctant to leave, but nevertheless, left. The lady stood next to the window and watched his back. She turned back and hugged the little boy. The little boy then, started tearing silently. Realising his silent tears, she patted his back and cuddled him to sleep.

The little boy knew everything was going to be very different soon. He had just lost everything in one night, and he wasn’t sure whether he will be able to gain back his loss. Weary, he slept straight away.



“You awake!” a girl said as Chang Min blinked at her. 

He tried and focused his vision. Just awoke and without the desire of speech, he stared and wondered where he was. He scanned the surrounding and deciding that it was safe, he stared at the girl in front of him. With a dainty skirt and a cartoon shirt, she smiled at him. She turned around and started yelling at the top of her lungs for her mother. The lady which Chang Min recognized, came in hurriedly. The lady started to explain the situation to Chang Min. He realized that his shirt was not the one he came in with. The lady pushed the clean shirt to him and Chang Min, stared at the remainder of his loss. 

His family had already died. His parents were bloodily murdered in front of him. His hands shook out of fear and anger. They had then, burnt his house down. He had lost everything in just one night. 

Suddenly, a warm touch on his hand snapped him out of his reverie. It was that little girl. She took his hand and wrapped it with hers. Unlike Chang Min’s hands, it was warm.

“Don’t be afraid. We are here,” she said with a smile. 

He looked up into the honest eyes and said that both the ladies in front of him smiled at him. The lady started to ask Chang Min whether he was hungry. She started to collect herself and walked out of the room. The little girl was still there, holding his hands.

“Jang Ri In! You come here and help me. Don’t disturb your oppa!” the lady yelled. 
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May. 6th, 2008

SuYin, love

8Eight - Let Me Go



8eight - Let Me Go (feat. Cho PD)
Credits: Lyrics: melOn Translations: kisstherain_ @ soompi

Ladies and gentle man
Cho PD presents
stand on your feet
and give it up for the new and improved eight
u ready to hit it, eight let's get it

How did we happen to seperate?
Haven't you realized that my heart hurts everday
Those good days since high school when we first met
The times when everyone envied us
Your innocent eyes, The days when
we used to hold hands and walk down to school together
I remember those times, I'm holding back my tears

Today, as usual, I'm drinking another glass of beer
I have increased another box of tabacco
I hate everything, I want to end it up right now
Let me go, Let me go

Please let me go now
Got me wrong, Got me wrong
You have already ruined my mind

Even if it's hard,
Even if it's sad,
Good-bye my teenage love

I told you to take good care of me,
Couldn't you understand my words?
Why are you telling me to not to leave now?
Our relationship is moving slowly
I can hear another voice of a men by your side
You have completely forgotten about
our special anniversary
Our promise is starting to become apart
I'm getting tired of it, even more
How can a person change so suddenly? I'm leaving
I want to stop now, Will you let go of my hands?
Let me go, Let me go

Please let me go now
Got me wrong, Got me wrong
You have already ruined my mind

Even if it's hard,
Even if it's sad,
Good-bye my teenage love

Hey, it's consulting
from a big brother
Why would you love like that?
Try seperating, You'll feel more refreshed than wounded
My left-over time, and my good times are almost over
I'm trying to find a way to the end to our farewell

It's consulting
from a big brother
Been there, done that like your mother

It's more regretful that I have forgot it,
It hurts more when you get hung
Life is more beautiful, It's time for you to enjoy your life
The times we have met has been too long
Baby, As long as we've been together,
I have a feeling that our wounds will last long too
Let me go, Let me go

Please let me go now
Got me wrong, Got me wrong
You have already ruined my mind

Even if it's hard,
Even if it's sad,
Good-bye my teenage love

Apr. 20th, 2008

SuYin, love

FTTS .. Smiled



^^


13. Kissing You (Feat. Issac Squab of Trespass)
translation by: Claire (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Uh, yea
Something new for y’all
I like this
Uh huh, check it
The first, come on

Girl that sweet memory
My heart that doesn’t seem to work races (that’s what I’m talkin’ ‘bout)

Even as the moon falls asleep and the morning sun
Opens its eyes, I fail to fall asleep

I just wanna make you smile
I can only stare at your lips like I do the night’s stars
And every time I’m with you babe
I know it can’t change you know I love you

Sometimes maybe you’ll come see me one time
Sometimes I hurt even though I expect a goodbye (you know what I’m sayin’, right?)

Maybe we won’t be able to meet our goodbye
Like the sun and the moon that’ll never meet

I just wanna make you smile
Like the stars in the night sky you know it’s all for you my baby
And every time I’m with you babe
I know it can’t change you know I love you, I do

(Let’s kick it y’all)
I fall in love with your smile
And I wanna make you smile
You raise me up when I’m hidden and withdrawn
You give me a reason to live the smile you gave me
The blue moonlight above the thrilling memories and your words
You know what? My racing heart
Somehow pressed my lips against yours
Sweet kisser oh yes sir
I’ll do it I’ll do anything for you hey girl you’re my pearl

Even though it might still be awkward
Even though it won’t be glamorous like a dream or movie
As long as you’re in my arms time will fly
Our love should freeze here

I will never let you go
Like the stars in the sky I’ll never change my position
I promise to be by your side
I know it can’t change and you know I need you too

I just wanna make you smile
I finally got the lips I could only stare at like the night’s stars
And every time I’m with you babe
I know it can’t change you know I love you too, I do

Yea, you understand what I’m talkin’ ‘bout, right?
Yea, cuz I love you
I just wanna make you smile

Apr. 7th, 2008

SuYin, love

I had fun today. ^^



I have a friend whom I nickname Mashimaro fondly.



We had fun today. Not going to go into details but... ^_____________^
I will only tell my friends. ^^

Apr. 4th, 2008

SuYin, love

Experimental situations

I had so far two experiments with life within this week. Suddenly, I may question myself why the sudden  crash course in life and then, I suddenly realised that actually, life itself is already a crash course.

You want a proof?
Didn't you always find yourself unable to sit down and rest?



Anyway,

Case One.
I had forgotten to reload the internet at the end of March and of course, the next day, the internet was down.
When the net was down, I had SO MUCH MORE TIME TO do things.
I managed to clean the room, bathe and study in the hour I spent online.

Conclusion : I will restraint myself to an hour online a day.

Case two.
I have a friend who I nickname, ShinChan. Not ringing a bell? Crayon Shin Chan? That pervert kid on comic with a bloated head.
He is as fondly annoying as the comic Shin Chan and yet, a few days ago I had found him ... to be quite gentlemanly. Now probably if he was reading now, he will be blushing.

Conclusion : stop biting Shin Chan's head off.


Oh well. There is a reason why now, I am letting my blog's add out. The truth is, I don't mind sharing information about myself and I alone can choose whether to answer all this question. Maybe this blog will be active until a certain period of time and served as a virtual database of the memories I had.
It is that simple. ^^

Mar. 31st, 2008

SuYin, love

That person ... Don't Curse Him




THAT PERSON…DON'T CURSE HIM

You're asking me to separate, saying that he's a bad person,
Though he spoke harsh words, that person
How well do you know him? If you haven't experienced,
Things like this, then don't say anything

When it comes to separation, everybody is the weak person,
Throwing somebody away is much harder than keeping things in,
That person…He told me separation while trying to use his confidence,
(I'm fine) Don't curse him, because my heart cries in pain

If separation is easy, that isn't a good thing,
It just means that it wasn't love, as I turn around,
I say I've forgotten him, but I can't even stop my falling tears

When it comes to separation, everybody is the weak person,
Throwing somebody away is much harder than keeping things in,
That person…He told me separation while trying to use his confidence,
(I'm fine) Don't curse him, because my heart cries in pain

If we ever meet, let's no avoid each other,
Let's not be sad, and let's no look back

When it comes to separation, everybody is the weak person,
Throwing somebody away is much harder than keeping things in,
That person…He told me separation while trying to use his confidence,
(I'm fine) Don't curse him, because my heart cries in pain


^^

Credit : ginaaax3 @ soompi
SuYin, love

Girlfriends




THEIR TALKS

I got a love,
Listen to my story,
My boyfriend is just too perfect,
The gorgeous glitters in his eyes, and how understandable he is,
He's just too valuable, aren't you jealous?



Tell me; show me, which guy is it?
This is my first time seeing you this happy,
Don't look like you're happy, it's makes me jealous,
The stories that'll take up all night,
Take me higher


Listen to my heart,
Go let's talk about my boy,
In our time, the endless stories,
Along with the sympathized glances,
Together, with the warmest friends

I got a man,
Listen to my story,
I'm so distressed; do I not have any charm?
He won't even give me a glance,
I hate him, hate him, hate him


Tell me; show me, which guy is it?
Who dares to do that to you?
Just act like you aren't interested in him,
I bet he'll change, the stories that take up all night,
Take me higher

Listen to my heart,
Go let's talk about my boy,
In our time, the endless stories,
Along with the sympathized glances,
Together, with the warmest friends

I don't expect or wish for anything, except for you to listen,
The way we live on in our lives, and how I have friends,
Who understand how I feel


Listen to my heart,
Go let's talk about my boy,
In our time, the endless stories,
Along with the sympathized glances,
Together, with the warmest friends



Tell me tell me baby
Listen to my heart
Tell me show me what's your love
Go Let's talk about my boy

tell me tell me baby
The endless stories
tell me show me what's your love
With my friends
tell me tell me baby

Credit :
ginaaax3 @ soompi

^^

Mar. 18th, 2008

SuYin, love

When I should be studying. ...

Which TVXQ member will fall in love with you?
Hero Youngwoong JaeJoong
Hero Youngwoong JaeJoong
oh my gosh! i can't believe you got this hottie! He's such a hot hottie! He's so cute in glasses. Anywas, he might seem cold and shy at first but he'll warm up to you and treat you like his little princess.

Take the quiz!
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